I feel like I’m slowly becoming more myself, just as I experience new things. I thought for a while, that I needed to fix myself. I struggled to fit in, and I thought that was something to fix. But really, you just need to find likeminded people to connect with.
I am working on myself though. I suppose the biggest change I would like to make is to my social confidence. I feel quite comfortable in most one-on-one exchanges and even small groups, but large crowds really take it out of me.
The unfortunate thing is, to improve in this area, I have to force myself to get comfortable with large crowds by placing myself in them. While I’m improving, I will still have bad or embarrassing experiences. And there may never be a time when I’m fully comfortable.
I think a lot of life is spent just slowly stretching your comfort zone out. To see how far you can take yourself.
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